A teary day for me..

I cried during worship.
I cried during alter call.
I cried when i'm at admiralty mrt station.
I cried when i trained back home.
I cried when i was bathing.

Val is not those who teared easily in front of others (except for touching scenes). Even when I got reprimanded by mum, stressed up or bothered by some other stuffs, I will always try my best control my emotions. Not that i like to hide my feelings, but i really don't want to dampen the spirit of others. People around will be affected, atmosphere will definitely be brought down by the face with red eyes and nose, or any sullen face. Besides that, don't want the people to be worried as well.

Don't feel like communicating;
got distracted easily;
and staring into blank space more often .
Just not-so-like-myself this week.
WHAT'S GOING ON?!
A 180degree turn.
It's terrible.

Thank God that He placed wonderful people during this period of time.
Joyce- The one who always speaks into my life, guiding me, and assuring me. She will never let me off when i want to share something, and do not have the courage to do so. Always lending me her shoulders to cry on. One who saw me crying the most number of times..
Dk- A caring leader. He will make me think things a lot deeper. Been very patient and understanding as i shared my difficulties, letting me know that i'm not alone and spurring me on.
Carmen- I was shocked when she knew what i'm facing.. A very open leader/ friend that is concerned, sharing with me her experiences, and offering help. Tears filled my eyes as she was sharing. One thing that she said stuck me a lot- It's a priveilge to serve in youth.
Mei fen- A very encouraging and obedient sheep. She will always tell me to "Jia You!" That really warms my heart. As my projects are pilling up, she will always accomodate to my timetable to have shepherdings, for caregroup as well.

Words of encouragements and the actions shown touched the little heart of mine. I want to do something about my spiritual life. Val shall not be defeated!! I will get it done fast, quick, and accurate! I know this is something I can handle, as God will not give me things that I can't bear.

I'm grateful.
A big big THANK YOU to those mentioned above. (: