One life, MAX IT!

Updates on val's life..
Currently leading a simple yet not an ordinary one. (:
Personally, I prefer to post my thoughts rather than life. Everyone has 24hrs per day, each spend them differently of course, but somehow it still revolves ard the same things..
That's my point of view anyway. (:

These few weeks, val is quite drained out actually.. What keep her going is by clinging on to God's promises. That's why she named herself Elyssa. Haha! It's true that I'm not studying, I do not have assignments waiting for me to complete, i do not face major problems in my circle of friends, not much in family as well..
One thing i know is that I'm getting stucked, I'm not being myself anymore.
In short, losing the real me..

Last fri, I was angry and was complaining to God..
"God, You convicted me with your word. You spoke to me in First Frontier camp that You are real.. You told me wrs can be completed.. But how come things don't turn out like what You said? I can't even rmb how long did i have the last convert in wrs. God..."
Turned to food, eat eat and eat..
Still having this tinge of unhappiness within me, God spoke, wanting me to read Colossians. As i read through the 4chapters, I'm bowled over. His words penetrates through my heart. God corrected me in a gentle way, allowing me think through once again.
Right from the beginning, God did nothing for me to be angry about.. There isn't one thing that I can find to blame God.
When did God say that He wont bless?
When did He not keep His promises?
He said that His child is going to lead a victorious life. So what is bothering me?
Amazed.
What's more can i say...
I found my identity. (:

Refreshed. Encouraged. Corrected. Challenged.