to all those who are interested in val's life, here's a gd news for you!
the blog is not dead!! :D
gonna be a long post, might get a little boring..
BUT dont miss the partIII, which is the most important one!!
just scroll down a little, dont be lazy.. haha!

partI
my studies!
i think it will be a typical one, which will get to see in all those ppl who are graduating.. but i insisted on posting abt it. =P kinda scary when i get to see the days passed so quickly and prelims are so near! everyone seems to tune to a serious note and get started.. atmosphere in sch was so tensed.
there is a countdown-electronic (no of days to o's) in the canteen which i get to see everyday. hrs passed, days passed, mths passed! i think that's the purpose of placing it there. must start focusing now!
so ppl, here's an opportunity to lecture me and i'll thank you for anyone sees me slacking, pls come right to my face and give me a scolding, get me back to sense..


partII
my family (to be specific: my mum)!
our relationship improved! :D i initiated telling her more abt my recent life and how am i coping with my studies etc.. and she asked me a qn recently, "why do you always go church? you've got 2 days to rest and now you only got one!" actually i answered the same qn some time ago, she must have forgotten. haha. it's a gd opportunity to share to her abt how God had change my life! i said "it change my perspective of life, and motivates me. i'm more on the positive thinkings and get to know more true friends. And when i pray, God will answer my prayer. someone who will always brighten up my day. i felt more refreshed after going." den her friend suddenly called, spoiled my plans.. arghs.
she also shared w me abt her harsh decision made previously. and it had been hard for her to raise up a toddler(sis) and baby(me) at that time. i could see her tears rolling inside her eyes. i dont dare to ask more.. she might be very strict at times, but she's defnitely a great mum. she had gone through lots of hardship and is still perservering on. for..? for this family. i felt a pang of remorse. i seriously want to lighten some of her burdens. and i want to meet my mum in heaven!!

partIII
i'm sharing some of my blessings the great God had blessed me for the mth. (:
1. the mosquito! (most of the ppl know abt it)
its very interesting to me. haha.
it happened like 2 wks ago when i was really worn out. i slept kinda late the previous night and i woke up at 6.30. pressed my alarm down and off-ed the snoozing of my phone. and i went back to slp. guess what, i was awaken by the mosquito as i cannot take the itchyness. it was 7 den, and i managed to get to sch on time. yay! and one amazing thing is that the mosquito bites are in a straight line. xD
2. my geo test & chem prac.
i missed out one of the qn for geo that we need to study, which is 10marks. if it's really tested, i'm gonna flunk it. thank God! chem prac too, managed to handle it well though. (:
3. i getting better in interacting w the lower sec ppl! haha. i dont have common topics w the younger ones, i dont know why as well. but God did the speaking and brings me closer to some of the ppl that i'd shared the gospel to. :DD

as i was reading the book of phl, He really spoke to me in a lot of the areas. (share some due to time constrain. ask me personally if you want to know more.)
firstly, i was disappointed w myself for the ESS. the svc is so great, but i didnt get any visitors to come. what am i doing?! God told me "forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead". it got me thinking.. what's the pt of dwelling in the disappointment, does it benefits/ contribute to God's kingdom? NO! i should start planning what to do for the upcoming week.
val is able to pull through the storms and have victory w God by her side!
in the WOG, it says "do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And peace of God , which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus". i felt so secured. like what ps jeff said, when we sigh, God understands us. we dont need to say in words and sometimes we dont even know how to express it, but God knows it all. He knows how we feel.
next, "I can do everything through him who gives me strength" & "my God will meet all your needs according to his glories riches in Christ Jesus". yes, He is the one who is always by my side supporting me, my pillar of strength. my studies, i can be assured that God will bless if i do my part.. same goes to each and everyone of the ppl out there! just a simple faith, and God will do the rest. (:

its getting late, will update soon.. (:
stay tune~