ytd went cwp to evax. contacts were quite responsive.
(parents dont allow as it is too far.)( i've got smth on sorry.)
all couldnt come. i'm so crushed.
the sermon brings up my mood once again. (:
the tittle was Forsaking Our Fears.
His promise: he didnt promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow or sun without rain. but he PROMISED strength for the day, comfort for thee tears and a light for the way.
forgotten where i've got this phrase. haha.
i'm having fears over exams. i do admit it as i did not have complete control over it. this is interlinked w the peace from God. jog once told me that she is not afraid of any major exams and even o's. she have complete trust in Jesus. she knew that what she is doing is for his kingdom and he will surely bless her.
i'm so different from her. i'm having so little faith! that makes me ponder. i had written that i wanted God to be my first piority. but i seem not to follow that.
i'm worried that i spent too much time and neglect my studies.
i'm hesitant to be a shepherd and couldnt cope w my studies.
i'm afraid that i couldnt score for o's.
parental objection.
my troubles usually revolve ard studies&commitment.

now my conviction is to let Jesus control my life. living a life that he want me to live.
having a purpose in my life and persevere on.

recently, i poured out my feelings to jog and she asked me to read more of the WOG. today, ps jeff said that the parents usually want the child to mature by not always depending on them, letting them walk on their own. and the parents will be standing aside "peeping" and making sure the child is safe.
this is what happen to me, and now i can say HE IS WITH ME! (:
thats all his plan yea?

daryl got the npcc maual. he was also once a npcc cadet and we started chatting. i missed the ppl and training yea. =X i will rmb the days and difficulties we'd gone through. for all those conflicts, its time for me to erased them off frm my memoirs. (: suddenly have the urge to go for pop. haha. i guessed it wont happen. anyway, i'm proud to be once a wrs npcc cadet.
and yes, the fancy drill is nice! (: good luck ppl.
i'll be on stage cheering for your? lol.

mug for midyr which is in 2 weeks time!
do enjoy!