One life, MAX IT!

some thoughts came to my mind, that's why i'm here. =)
i went to lib, did some reading on chem. concept still cnt get into my head. sian diaos. din acc frens to buy present, lazy to travel.. jes told me some things.. i felt that since he refused to accept the offer, den no point treating him good. she even thought of buying books to encourage him.. not neccessary since he dun treasure it. hao ren mei hao bao.
ken was noisy la. hahas. went to cwp den.. we went popular, was browsing some books and we started gossiping abt ppl, teachers and some other stuffs. liked those inspirational books which can really motivate one self.. read some of it and reflect. jes shared w me her lifestyle. hmms, changed my impression about her. talk about jesus and i think that really changed her life. we stood there for 2 hrs. lol.
one quote which really get my attention: "no one decides your attitude". it strikes me and i began thinking about the recent things i encounter. that might change my thinkings in life. =) another nice one. "faith is believing in the unbelievable. hope is believe that there is hope when its hopeless." this is not the complete one. i forgot the first phrase.
i used to think that "shang tian" decides our fate and we shoud obey it.. thinking that they will give us the best of all. i have different mindset now. i shall not let fate decides where i should go. its me that should make this decision cause its my life..! no one will be able to change it except me myself (some influence are because of shifu). =) people will usually think of the negative side when having problems.. its natural. why not try to be extraordinary? think of the better side and because of that, it will change situation.
i wanted to buy a book called "new life" if not wrong but i din bring enough money. ='(
hmms, heard things frm zk and was quite pissed off. since he want to continue lying to us and not wanting to go on the right track even though he knew that was wrong, let him be! its not that we dun want to help, its him who dun want it and minus-ing the trust we have for him every single day. we gave him countless times of offer, trying to help him, telling ourself that he will change for the better, it doesn't work! it seems like we are cheating ourseleves. i will have my hands off him and dun care anymore.