One life, MAX IT!

yupps. exams were over. juz could get things right. sian arz. life sux. everything goes wrong. i need help! JIU MING ARZ!
to kang gor gor: the foolish act thing is not refering to you la. hahas. and i'm glad that i can make a difference in your life. hope that will be a good influence. might seemed to be craps to you somehow, but they are juz my thoughts, dun really need to care.
hmms, was chatting with da gua. she told me "accept". hua zhong you hua? a lot of things came to my mind. i might not be able to noe what she is trying to tell me, but somehow noe that she's hinting me something ba. it's a very broad topic. can link almost everything to ACCEPT.
in our lives, there are lots lof things that we have to accept even if we dun wish to. we can only be happy if we make frens with "accept", once we go against it, what we experienced will definitely not be good. in order to accept, lots of courage is needed. what can you do to boost or gain your courage? ur frens and family. they will be the best encourager. frens, you need to look out for those that are really true and can be trusted. dun let them juz be passer-by in your life, they will have things made unexpectly.
for me, there's nothing for me to be troubled abt relationship. i dun want to get into it either. maybe the impression of love to me is not really good. frens ard are considered having bad experiences in their love routes. everyone are look forword in have true love, does that really exist? can say i have not seen one till now in real life. the three words: i love you. do they really mean it? frens, they definitely make a difference, important to me.
read someone's blog again, saw a post on juz frens coming and passing. even they are once your best frens, maybe turn to frens or even strangers in the future. but at that particular time, they are the one giving you moral support and accompany you through the happiness and sad times. frm the same blog, saying muz be "zhi zu". totally agree with it.
family. my parents are always out. can say that i spent most of my time at home. one reason is oso cos i lazy la. by the time i woke up is already 12p.m? lol. parents are bo bian, have to work. sis is studying and lots of projects. but when i'm sick or wad, they were always dere to acc me, taking care of me. when i'm sad, they will noe it though i din really express it out. sitting down watching tv or having meals together. chatting abt my studies, sis her school work, parents complaining abt their work. yi jia ren zhuo zai yi qi, you shuo you xiao.. felt very blessed i'm coming and be part of this family. but it had been a lot time since we sat down and chat with one another.
miss it.

] * . . happy bdae SILI!. . ;)