One life, MAX IT!

went lib ytd. wierd uh? exams over still go there. went there finished up my a maths and phy.. ate suki..! nice. borrowed some books. kinda exceptional for me. i seldom read storybooks. i would normally go through the words and flipped to the next page. dun understand anything. that's what i did during silent reading. fell asleep sometimes. =X interested to know more abt god and those religious stuffs recently. saw my sis reading it and seemed interesting. borrowed some inspiritional books. kinda crap la. but i feel that its much much better than those non fiction books.
the first chapter i read is "Your life has purpose and meaning". it says that ppl are not here just to fill space or to be a background in someone else's flim. considering that nothing will be the same if you didn't existed. every place you had ever been and everyone you had ever spoken to would be different w/o you. all of us are connected, and we all are affected by the decisions and even the existence of those ard us.
my thoughts: to have a meaningful life, ppl must have a purpose.. it will lead to happiness. know what we want to achieve and go for it. SO WHAT if we failed? another word i learnt. so what if others had better grades and rich family background? your life is shaped more by your everyday friendships than by the lives of acquaintances we see only rarely.
basically, this book is telling me to be satisfied with our current life. dun hesitate, no one will gonna slower down the footsteps and wait for us. dun spend time imagining what would have been if we could have changed some little thing, some decisions in our life, that would bring up all unhappiness stuffs. think about how we can improve for the future, not to waste our present thinking about how we could have changed the past. reflect on what we need to do to get where we want to be.
that's about it that i had read. still got a lot of ways to make us happy. and i want to read more bible stories. ^.^
today, got back papers. phy-50.5 (C6). juz passed! chem was C5. so many Cs in my report book. but at least din fail (consoling myself).. after sch had camp and training discussion. din really contribute much. dun noe where my mind had gone.