One life, MAX IT!

went for vanessa's happy event ytd. it took us ard 2 hrs to reach the isolated area. its near changi. went to the beach, it wasn't very clean. sat down and watched the sky, and waves hitting against the shore. kinda nice. wrote words on the sand. blah blah blah. den picked up lots of seashells. ate our lunch cum dinner and started to play with the seashells. arranged them on the table and took photos! we are bored.
went to another side of the shore. much more nicer. the sand was fine and water is clear..! den took pics again. zi lian us.. it had been quite a long time since i had went out with my classmates. normally is np frens. rmb it was during july when we went to atc camp. den went to take the boat to pulau ubin dere. miss it. ^.^

today, bad bad day for me. got back my bio, e maths and chi paper. got a lecture frm mr chong. our class did quite badly. i've got C6 for it. B3 for chi, not that good too. B4 for e maths, disappointing. sian arz! zq cried cos she saw qy failed really bad for the essay though she wrote a lot. fortunately, she passed. all of us felt relieved. zq was very close to qy.. but quite shock that she cried. really touching. cried not cos she scored badly, but because of her fren. she really treasure their friendship. that makes me feel true friendship has rebirth, it existed. there were too much things happening recently and that was the only thing that really makes me glad. i really love to be with this group of frens.
back to studies, so what if the exams are over, the worst are yet to come. the worst thing is getting bad grades though you had worked very hard for it. at least some of them tried their best. i wasn't, i was juz mugging the subjects the day before and din really had enough sleep. wrong method of studying.. but can i change? still had to encounter 6 more times of disappointments. arghs.
after school was discussing abt the proposal. we keep side-tracking. sians. nothing was done and wasting time. slept for a while and was having headache when i woke up. hais. have to buy guide books and really gotta work hard during the june holidays. i seemed to have said a lot of things to myself, but i can't really accomplish it. juz li bu cong xin and crapping.
can i really put down all the things and juz lead my life without any worries for juz a day. juz one will do. will try to work extra hard after tt.