One life, MAX IT!

blog again! =)
nth to do huh? can say so ba. juz here writing down all my feelings again. nobody will read anyway. hahas.
rotting at sky hse.. went explore his room, crapping with zx. sian arz. basically doing nothing. meet with parents and relatives to celebrate mothers' day. kinda bored. sis went camp, left me alone with my cousins. totally strangers. not shou with them. dun really like to hang out with my pateral relatives. they are fake. what i can say is they are those whom i never contact with. meet oni during cny and some special occassions. and they late somemore! i'm already late liaos, they are much much later than me. haven to wait and when they came, din even apologise. i've got a nick: "late queen". cos i'm always late, almost eveything. xD
some things came to my mind again. does optimistic means accepting? optimistic- believing that good things will happen in the future. accept- able to decide that there is nothing you can do to the unplesant situation but to go along with it. tts what i've got from the dictionary. i feel that optimistic will be happy but not accepting.. when ppl think in a positive way, straighten things out, they will be much more lively. accept might not be what you think is right, but being forced to go along with it. so having an optimistic mindset will be betta than having to accept the truth. tts wad i think la. craps again. =P
sometimes, i do wonder.. where do balloons flown till when they are being released from the ground. to other countries, earth or other planets? what makes us have different characters and mindset? for those buddhists, why do the ppl keep digging into the ground but could never reach the 18th storey of hell, known as the" 18 ceng di yu". some silly qns that i normally thought of.
end here ba. =)
her low profile. her life. her.