One life, MAX IT!

guilty + sad + sian = current mood. i'm flooded with hw! gotta maths hw everyday. a maths is driving me crazy. den chi jian bao every wk. arghs. still got tests on cny wk. sians. den no time online. =( campcraft com coming liaos. we had finally found enough ppl to join, if i quit, it was like very irresponsible. hais. really dun noe how fy cope. its juz the begining of the yr, me already like shou mang jiao luan liaos.
today went lib find kok dae all with xy. zm ask me go first derh, but rejected, den when xy ask me go. i agreed. like very what lorh. hais. told zm i at lib.. den he really found me! saying "x" want see me. -_-" dun want mention name, so put "x". too much maths liaos? but some of them will noe who ba.. =P zm and zr keep asking me go up, but i refused. am i very chan ren? felt very sry so called him to apologise. want go cwp buy necklace but no time. =(
at nite, i chat with zm a while, clarify all the things.. but scared will hurt "x". den keep making him the middle person. hais. den was like making both of them unhappy liaos. coz the phone thingy. "x" called a lot of times when i studying, den i din ans, divert all the calls. if i ans liaos oso dun noe what to say, might as well dun ans. called back zm and sgm.. tot got what impt things. one is haven tell "x", one is ask why nv go trainng. CHEY~ he seems to be able to read my mind. he roughly noes what happen.. den i lazy to explain, so said nth. bleahx. xD